January 2012
Jan 27th
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ever so slightly
better, but only a smidgen i am so drugged up on cough syrup and ting now though
Jan 27th
Even more poorly than yesterday
i don’t think i’ve ever needed someone to look after me properly until now :( hmpf i need ice cream.
Jan 27th
Jan 27th
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so much pain
My chest hurts when i coughing feel like there’s something sharp stuck in my throat, all the time. It’s so painful I’m almost crying.
Jan 26th
Jan 26th
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Jan 26th
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I must admit
i had a brilliant night last night. However, i wish for my voice back. It’s near enough gone completely. Lame I just made THE best poached egg on toast. It was so good, its unreal.
Jan 26th
fucking hell
i think there’s a strong chance i’m still pissed.
Jan 26th
nobody: aaaaaaaah gotta love rookie bartenders. →
andtheworld-spinsmadlyon: alicatrawz: andtheworld-spinsmadlyon: really? depends which rookie you’re referring too?! jake. claiming to not have drunk so much… bless him. pahahha i know, what a newwwb. Supposed to be going out Sunday, you werkiin or joining? Sounds like… hahah he is a total rookie then. AWW sucky. Sunday funday!
Jan 24th
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aaaaaaaah gotta love rookie bartenders.
alicatrawz: andtheworld-spinsmadlyon: really?  depends which rookie you’re referring too?! jake. claiming to not have drunk so much… bless him. pahahha i know, what a newwwb. Supposed to be going out Sunday, you werkiin or joining? Sounds like he was smashed bless him, you’re all meant to look after him not make it worse! ….Please tell me you guys got pictures?!
Jan 24th
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aaaaaaaah gotta love rookie bartenders.
really?  depends which rookie you’re referring too?!
Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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I want to show you..
but i don’t want to post half naked pictures :/  I may post one when i reach my weight, and then try find an old one of me when i was chubb. I really should go to football tonight too :/ but Fiona can’t drive me and it’s like an hour and a bit walk :/ Which is fine for the way there, but the way back i’ll be dead after two hours training. Looks like i’m staying in...
Jan 24th
Thank god i had the day off today!
I think i would have passed out if i had to work. I also got on the scales this morning! I put on about 5lbs over christmas, as you do :/ and went up to 12st5lbs. Today, i was 11st12lbs GO ME! My target is 11st5lbs :)  I’m hungry now though, and i feel that i need chocolate :/ however, i’m going to be good and eat my Quorn cottage pie :)
Jan 24th
Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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“I’d always thought that my awkwardness was a thin veil disguising the real me....”
– Sarra Manning (via presidiums)
Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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“Happiness, Something in my own place. I’m stood here naked, Smiling, I...”
– Lucky Man The Verve.
Jan 24th
Jan 24th
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Jan 24th
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in bed at work...
.. and as suspected, the feeling is back. Oh well, I have vimto and skittles. I need picking up big time. Thank god for Chris :)
Jan 23rd
Jan 23rd
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Quite content now. Won’t last long. As soon as I get to bed at work… It’ll be back to meh
Jan 23rd
Jan 23rd
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Jan 23rd
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Today, i am not happy.
Today, i don’t want to go to work. Today i want to stay in bed and eat skittles, ice cream and cheese. But woe is me, i have to go to work. I hope nobody pisses me off at work, or ill end up biting their heads off :/
Jan 23rd
Jan 23rd
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how do i stop it arghh
it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts so much. I’m trying to take my mind off it but it itches, burns, stings and stabs all at the same time  :(
Jan 23rd
MOTHHERR FUCKKERR
I had an itchy on my hand so i went to scratch it. Turns out it was my burn. FUCKING OUCH. AGONY AND BLOOD, AGONY AND BLOOD! CALL A  DOCTOR! either that, or bring me cheese on toast, made the way i like it? That’ll fix it too.
Jan 22nd
Jan 22nd
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Twitter is a bit poop.
It’s over capacity all the time. What good is that?! At least i can rely on tumblr :)
Jan 22nd
Jan 22nd
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Jan 22nd
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Jan 22nd
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Hello tumblr,
i am sorry for my lack of posts and such, been a busy bee! Working hard over the weekend as ever. 12 hours at work followed  by 6 hours behind the bar! I don’t know how, but i even managed a few drinks after work! Rolled in at 6, tesco was opening and everything. Been a long time since i did that. Then managed to wake up at 11.30, no problemo :) Pretty impressive.
Jan 22nd
Somethin is missing.
Jan 22nd
had a good night
Although once again I can’t feel my legs. Have to say, Ali, you made it far better
Jan 22nd
Jan 20th
Jan 20th
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Just in from work!
I’m on a diet, and i’ve being doing very well, however i have just bought chocolate buttons.  Damn it! I really need to pick myself up a bit. 
Jan 20th
Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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When you try your best, but you don’t succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can’t replace When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you...
Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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Jan 19th
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